January 25th, 2005

Culebra

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WORD(s) OF THE DAY: incinerate & paramour

GOD DAMN IT I HEARD THIS SONG BY THE LOST PROPHETS IN THE MORNING AND IT'S BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL FUCKING DAY!!! I don't even like them that much... ah well.

I feel really suicidal... well not suicidal but... I don't know humilated? It's weird like someone says the smallest thing and I can't stop thinking about it... I'm really too sensitive. I wish I would grow up... but god it's so fucking hard... ughhhh. Nevermind I'm ranting and I doubt anyone will have the slightest clue as to what I'm talking about so I'll just shut up right now.

Well today wasn't as bad as I thought, I thought P.E. would slaughter me. It might in the future but at least it didn't today. In art I was a loner but that's okay. People are kinda used to it now... I mean me being a mute and such...

I went to a basketball game and it was boring as fuck. I got orange soda and a donut at Safeway and the sweets have gone to my head... sugar always make me depressed...

Whatever. I'll be good in the morning, and perhaps the rest of the day tomorrow if no one says an ill remark. Like that'll ever happen... ah I think I'm going to go read my dear Q.O.T.D. book. It cheers me up.
  • Current Music
    Last Summer by Lost Prophets